so, i'm terrified

you know that feeling when you're all happy and not thinking about much at all and suddenly you get this pang of fear and dread like you have an exam in 2 days and you haven't studied or revised at all? that's how i feel about panel.

i think i did relatively well in both shoots but i feel like leigh is going to pick ones i don't want him to pick again. avess says he hints at which ones he wants chosen but i never do i, thought we weren't allowed! i'm just really worried. how's everyone else holding up?

It makes me lol when people hint at certain pictures. Its kinda annoying actually, like I know you may be excited about a certain picture, but it feels manipulative in a way, and not even sneakily manipulative like you may think.

Like im gonna choose it just because you say "I love this shot!!"

You put too much of a high expectation on pictures when you do that guys!

157 shots for this fucking waterworld photo.

going through them now.

dear god, if it wasn't fucking good enough, i am going to hurl me, my boyfriend and my camera off a cliff.

will send in soon.

Finished the crying shoot. Going to look through the photos before I go on to the Hearts on Fire shoot.

About to do the Hearts on Fire shoot on my own. Oh man, this is going to be messy. lol. At least I have a water proof camera!

Um... My bathroom = Extremely wet right now.

That is all.

Excuse me while I clean up. lol.

i hint SOMETIMES
because i am an insecure lil baby kat

Um... Ok... Photoshop just quit on me and I hadn't gotten the chance to save my pictures yet. :/

Submitting will have to wait until after I'm done studying for tomorrow's final. So a couple hours hopefully.

Half finished studying for tomorrow. I'm going to take care of the Hearts on Fire shoot and send them in in a bit, then time for studying part 2!

I have a feeling the pictures that I want chosen aren't going to be chosen, but meh. That's what the unused frame thread is for haha :]

Mikiel wrote:I have a feeling the pictures that I want chosen aren't going to be chosen, but meh. That's what the unused frame thread is for haha :]

i'm not expecting my favorite shots to be chosen either, but that's why i tried to make every shot i sent in count.

was the water shoot not hard?

it was raining here but then it stopped before my boyfriend got home, so i was like FUCK. and his dad refuses to let anyone use the waterhose and add, heaven forbid, like a dollar to the already cheap ass waterbill. so i did them in the shower. let me just say, my ears were waterlogged and i ended up having to take out my contacts but the water still burned my eyes for some reason. but that was a good effect because i think i look like i'd been crying in some of the shots.

Guys do not fear. I am going home this week. I would put money on it if I were a betting man.

StevieMc wrote:Guys do not fear. I am going home this week. I would put money on it if I were a betting man.

i'm not terrified about going home, i really don't think i will this week, BUT i do fear being in the bottom half of the pack for the fourth week in a row.

and try not to worry Stevie. did you honestly not send in the best photos you know you can do?

Hahah I'll be in the bottom half. I need some company! hahaha jkjk. Yeah the water shoot was definitely the hardest for me this cycle. Maybe even from cycle 3 haha. I'm sure you'll be safe this week Stevie! You're time is still not up in this competition!

Mikiel wrote:Hahah I'll be in the bottom half. I need some company! hahaha jkjk. Yeah the water shoot was definitely the hardest for me this cycle. Maybe even from cycle 3 haha. I'm sure you'll be safe this week Stevie! You're time is still not up in this competition!

well we can all hope Jareldo and Erik don't send in photos(i talked to Ava and she totally did her shoot yesterday i think) and that they are both eliminated in double-elimination bottom 2. GO UNDERDOGZ !!!!!!!!! murdering the frontrunners starting week 5. mwuahahahahaha.

geez, it's too early in the morning. WHY did i ever start getting up at like 5/6am. oh that's right. LOVE.

Hahaha that would be hilarious. I better be in the underdogs category! I have the perfect way of of eliminating someone from the competition: pushing them of the runway! *glaresatConnan* heheheh.

STEP ON HIS DRESS!!!!

O hell naw! Mikiel would do it showgirls style. Trip me on my way down the stairs after the show....cuz he respects the designers!


Esoteric references, love'em!

there's always someone younger and more hungry coming behind you down the stairs!

Aahhh! I feel like I should know the reference, but I forget haha.

I'm in Creative Writing class right now, and I should be doing a poem but... fuck that haha. Poetry was never my strong point.

Just imagine brooke's model stereotype shot, that's pretty much the jist lol the judges need to step it up and get a Photoshop person. I want to do a doubles model stereotype shoot. Like, Mikiel could be offering me drugs at a model party and I'm all new to the game! Photoshop that shit so we're both in the shot!

Avess & Jono - fighting over a rice cake
Jared & Chantal - Refuse to work together
Chris & Oregon - drunk at a photoshoot
Erik & Cozy - caught getting plastic surgery

So and and so forth...make it happen!!!!!!

Me & Mikiel can totally be killing each other over some tin foil, trying to be robots.

O yeah! I forgot to mention

Jonny & Stevie - overly erotic abercrombie shoot leads to sexual tension

LTate wrote:O yeah! I forgot to mention

Jonny & Stevie - overly erotic abercrombie shoot leads to sexual tension

hawt. give it to me Stevie. i need your booty.

i hate rice cakes